Taking Care of Business

This post needs to cover two items of business. The first and easiest is the song of the day: "Someday We'll Know" by Mandy Moore & Jonathan Foreman.

Secondly, it's weird being one of those who stays for Spring. This is the first time since I've started going to school that I've stayed and it's really weird. I love it while at the same time hate it because it means it'll be that much longer until I see my family again. Also, it's weird because I'm here seeing off people whereas when I was here my first two years, people saw me off. I can now understand how they felt as I boarded my plane to fly me home across an ocean. Another reason it's weird is the fact that my boyfriend is home in Washington while I'm here, and chances are that I'm staying here for a year or so.

Going to school here is quite the adventure.

Presently

Spiraling down,

Losing breath,

Wanting more,

Nothing having,

Blinding winds,

Slowing thought,

Anticipated pain,

Solaced loss.

Hitting hard,

Bleeding tons,

Blurred gaze,

Spying nothingness,

Feeling numb,

Losing control,

Finding hope.

Learning anew,

Regaining love,

Discovering knowledge,

Becoming enlightened,

Digging in,

Unflinchingly stubborn,

Yearning touch,

Craving love,

Needing friendship,

Truly blessed.

Song of the Day

"Float On," by Modest Mouse.

Song of the Day

"Sideways" by Citizen Cope.

All Too Often

Ever get stuck in situations where you feel like either one of these two?

I almost feel like that right now.

Song of the Day

Long time in coming, I have a new song of the day!!!! Ta-da!!!
"We Danced Anyway" by Deana Carter

Kanashikatta

As I sit my soul groans,
Eyes burning with tears.
My heart breaking a little more.
Tears sting that will not fall,
With a soul devistated from loss and confusion
Questions invade my thoughts
As I try to focus on the tasks at hand.
This emotional quamire hurts.
Deeper than I've ever known.......